I have made a decision I think

If I dont dont get a + opk by thursday afternoon I am sending the vials/dewar back and try again next month and will just be out the $130 shipping. The dewar is due to be shipped back On Thursday. If I get a positive on Thursday I will keep it an extra day and send it back on Friday. I am hoping and hoping I get a + soon. Please mother nature... work with my body please please please! Not sure whats up and why the late ovulation this cycle so odd. Maybe its a sign this month isnt meant to be. Im trying to stay positive but out of all the thing waiting I didnt ever think I would be waiting to ovulate. It is what it is. Im not stressed over it, Im more disappointed. Nothing I can do can change it but wait and see what mother nature has in store.....