While in waiting... things I plan to do differently this cycle

1. NOT GET SICK ~ CHECK!

2. Drink TONS more water and grapefruit juice ~CHECK!

3. Use Preseed... waiting on my order to come

Round 2 ding ding ding!

So I placed my order today for Feb! Swimmers will be here a week from tomorrow, crazy how time has gone by! I was also informed that our donor only has 2 ici vials left. So if we don't get pregnant this try we will be changing donors as the current one will be sold out by then for ici, and I don't want to use iui format. I had planned on changing if month #2 doesn't work to another donor. But I have decided not to focus on that, month 2 may just be successful! Woo hoo! OK so lets recap:

Swimmers will be here Feb 5Th- should be inseminating that following sat or sun- will be changing up the timing a bit
last month with current donor
have continued my prenatal vitamins
Gotten all the "cannot do when preggo" stuff out of the way
Now we are just waiting for swimmers to arrive and + opk... then wait again 2 weeks lol
Hmmm seems like a whole lot of waiting waiting and more waiting but it will be worth it.

I think that about covers it for now! So excited for swimmers to come and to "release the swim team" HAHAHA ;) Good thoughts, good eating, good timing... we'll see!

My bro and other...

I really miss my brother, he is my twin after all and we really have spent much or our lives in very close contact, as children and as adults. Although we talk often, being 500 miles away sometimes really takes a toll. He is having house issues like so many people these days except his issue isn't about affording the house its about the idiotic friend he bought it with. Live and learn I guess. We all have been there. He owns half of a house and gets 1/3 roommate rights, these other people destroy and he pays for it. He is tired of living with 2 other people who got married and hate each other, I don't blame him they have a 5 yr old that the gram ma raises (idiots). They plan on letting the house foreclose to get out of it, he no longer can stand to live with them. Its not a healthy environment. It sounds like he plans on cutting his loses and moving into a place of his own in the near future. I wish so much that there were job ops here for him. There simply isn't right now. I would love to have him close again 2 weeks in Dec was so much fun with him around. If I were only closer he could come live with us for a bit until he finds a place he likes however for some reason commute across 3 state lines isn't feasible lol. Oh well. He is one of the smartest people I know we all go through difficult times and I know he will come out of it a stronger person with a big lesson learned, Just not easy to watch.

On another note after a nice weekend, had a drink and relaxed a bit.... I will be placing my order with NW on Wednesday for delivery on the 6Th so close already! Looking forward to another attempt in FEB! Feeling good about it. And just waiting :) Shoot just remembered I better get on it and order some supplies I need! LOL wouldn't that be great Dewar gets here and no supplies on hand woohoo hello. Whelp I should be in bed its nearing midnight now and I have a little June bug who's trend has been to get up way to early!

I also forgot the important until then stuff

LOL My plans for the next 2 weeks (before I have to get down to business):

Order for month #2 with nw
have a drink
relax in the hot tub
get back to blogging about everyday stuffs
more healthy eating and vits
sooo going jumping on the trampoline once it gets here... side note anyone who knows me knows I have always wanted one, thanks to G who no longer wants his, he is gifting it to us :)... I might jump on that darn thing 2 weeks straight! LOL

I will be adding to this list....

On to FEBRUARY!

Well looks like BFN for today, spotting has begun am sure Ill be out of the game by tomorrow. SOOOO ONTO FEB! WOOOHOOOO! I feel good not nearly as disappointed as I thought I would be. Logically only 20% chance each month. So next week Ill place my order for Feb :) Looking at probably the 7-10th guessing for insem dates. Dh was really hoping 1st timers luck would work out again like it did with Kay but we are ready to move onto another month of trying! At least this time I wont be nervious about ordering or not knowing certain things been there done that now LOL. Welp thats all I got for now! Ill post when I place my order. We are sticking with same # same plan this time around I think.... good thoughts, happy thoughts..... Im optimistic!

Offically in the two week wait!

Well I am officially in the two week wait! I feel good about it. Well see...... I probably wont be blogging for the next 2 weeks in attempts to ignore anything I may think is a preggo sign lol.... I may or maybe not post before then. For now testing day in in approx 2 weeks :) Wish us luck! I hope to post something very exciting next!

two week will soon begin!

#1 complete, everything went exactly as planned and was as successful as can be at this point! #2 will be 12 hrs or so from the first. By then I should be just about in the two week wait wooohoooo! Guessing but test date is looking approx the 22nd. We have waited for this so long it seems forever, but not nearly as long as many people, we are fortunate to have this opportunity! I still cannot believe its actually happening. Swim little swim team... swim! Fingers crossed!

I GOT A SMILE FACE WOOOOHOOOO

Here I thought my cycle was off track due to being sick and entire past week. I normally ovualte day 15 (happens to be today) took an internet cheapie test nearly + not exactly dark enough. My gut told me to go ahead and start the cb smiley test after all needed to start them at some time right? SMILEY SMILEY SMILEY. I never thought it was going to be + thought for sure no face would show LOL Im so excited cycle was on track :) insem will be tonight and tomorrow most likely I totally forgot the game plan too excited over a darn happy face lol....just think if I didnt go with my gut I would of probably missed the surge with the internet tests!!! OMG this is it AHHHHHHHHHH! Ok going to go calm down and think throughly over a game plan! Yeah! Always trust your gut instinct!!

And now we wait...

looks like the illness may have affected my normals o date (which would be tomorrow) the opk's are not yet dark enough to lead me to believe tomorrow will be a peak. Sooo at worst I think I may be a couple days behind schedule, guess no biggie I can keep the dewar past next tuesday if I call.... Waiting is bleh!

blah blah blah

Its 9:43 am I'm so sick sickest I have been in forever.... this gunk is in my head, along with the bronchitis Im drained. Dewar made it to Boise.... woke up to a good pounding of snow again hasnt stopped yet have another 5 plus inches on the ground again. Its beautiful. I cant go an play in it, no energy + illness = not a good idea. Sorry the walkways will have to be shoveled by someone else. Im waiting on the dewar, but past deliveries with fedex all have gotten here like 4-5pm so I have a while. Today was a perfect day to have this 24 pound tank delivered lol no one is home and Spokane has shut down again due to snowfall. I started thinking this morning I hope illness doesnt affect o. I took a opk and sure enough a light line which tells me Ill be good to go in a couple days :) Im excited bu find myself not thinking about it as much as I thought I would be, most likely becuase my being sick has me thinking about that instead. I hate feeling horrible! Im whining yes. It will pass. Everything is going to plan. Well if I can even say there is one right now. Feeling better would be at the top of my list currently. I wish the tww would go by this distractec however I DO NOT WANT THE DISTACTION TO BE ILLNESS!! Im over it, so over it been nearly a week.

Swim team on its way.... now if I can only get rid of the Broncitis!

Dewar was suppose to leave Spokane last friday, I never got an email or tracking info... after a weekend of "well this is there job they do this over and over again, they didnt not ship", Im sure they gotta just be busy and forgot to email" So this monring I called NW and explained I didnt get a tracking # he said should of via email yeah no kidding hence why Im calling you LOL then he jokes with me and says oh your order goes out today, WHAT?! just joking he says... I about killed him. At least he was very pleasant. So I got the tracking and the order will be here tomorrow as long as 84 stays open (its currently closed due to snow!) We should be in the tww on friday or Sat. Last night Jeff said wifey can you beleive it in less then a week we will be trying for another baby! It was so cute, he was all excited I just smiled and said yep. Week? lol try a few days... crazy. Im still trying to get over this virus, turned Broncitis and head cold.... the only other time I caught this was when I was bf Kaylie and not taking my prenatals (stupid me!) at the time. Now I am exercising, eating right for the most part, resting and taking my prenatal vits. What gives? Oh well it will run its course.