Well on to month #4

Lab results confirmed part of what I knew. Its negative meaning the level came back at 1 (anything less then 5 is negative) I had prepared myself for this, I just knew it wasn't gonna work out. It was a chemical pregnancy. I was told 60% of pregnancies end this way and most women never even know. I wouldn't of if I didn't test a week after period SHOWED. If feel it was meant to be seen. I have more hope now then ever that this is going to work eventually. What a relief its not ectopic or worse. However although I never allowed myself to get excited over being pregnant, I do feel bummed that this month wasn't my time. I ended up taking a month off figuring all this out, and now ready to move onto the next cycle. I am thankful for everything I have. Things play out the way they are meant to be. month #3 wasn't one of them. I will move forward as planned will more hope then ever that soon I will be pregnant with a viable pregnancy.