Cycle day 10

And I am so ready for this coming week :) I start testing tomorrow with opk's for my surge!! I should get a positive on Thursday-ish and will inseminate at 12, 24 and 36 hours past it. Yeah!!! Only a few more days and whats even cooler is I actually have a cycle buddy this time around who should be inseminating on close to if not on the same day!! I cannot wait to be in the two week wait again! I am putting all my positive energy towards this.... it will happen very soon! Swimmers will be here Tuesday!

Thoughts for the night...

I love when I am this excited about something, I love how I feel. I love the positive energy. Bottom line is no matter the end result this month, even if I don't achieve my goal this round.... it's all good. We will get there. I feel so blessed to be able to try. I am thrilled to pieces my body is where it should be. Right now I just sit in contentment. I certainly hope next week goes well and everything goes as it should. I'm sure it will. AF has left... I never once complained :) Swimmers will be here in about a week. A short couple days later we should be in the wonderful two week wait! I know I say the same things a lot, its just whats on my mind at the time.... I had a perfect day today with the hubby and bug. Lots of park play, and bike ride (which ended in a flat tired for me a mile from home LOL, but it was still fun just got a little more of a well needed workout then planned), just a good day lots of quality time.

Come on swimmers!!! Come on swim team!

Swimmers will be here 3/31 YEAH!!! Looking at 4/2 insemination date... 3 vials. I cannot believe I'm going to try again after what felt like forever of a break :) I am on cloud 9 or 10 or 11 or 100.. whatever cloud. Attempt #2 is fast approaching! I cannot even imagine how excited I will be once I get that + pregnancy test... especially if I'm already this excited about even being able to try :) again..... A certain little girl would love a sibling! She asked just the other day " Mommy can I have a brother or sister?, Can we make one?" I laughed and said well no WE can't "make" one, but hopefully soon! She is just so darn cute!

TODAY IS CYCLE DAY 1 WOOOOHOOOO!!!!

Cycle day 1, cycle day 1 lalalalala...... 2 months out and I'm back in the darn game YIPEEE!!! Today has to be one the best days in a long time, what a relief! I did O when I was in CA! I just knew it! Now I get to pay the price of no AF for 2 months LOL oh well you wont find this women complaining! I ordered 2 more vials and placed them in storage, now I need to call NW back tomorrow with a shipment date :) now I get to decide which donor I want shipped to me this month hehehehe I actually was able to purchase 2 vials of a donor I loved but wasn't available, once he was, he sold out soo fast! When I ordered there were less then a handful left (lucky me got in!) I AM SO READY TO BE PREGNANT AGAIN :) THANK YOU MOTHER NATURE FOR THE 2 MONTH BREAK BUT NO MORE FOR A WHILE PLEASE!

It appears I was right!

Period is on her way! Having started spotting, tomorrow should be CD1. I cannot even begin to express how excited this makes me. I will be calling NW today to order more vials for storage. Not sure which donor Ill choose for this try maybe same maybe a new one. Doesn't even matter right now. I haven't bled since Late Jan! 2 months out sucked! But I'm back and cant be happier :). The big day IF all stays on track, should be about 14-16 days from today yes only a couple short weeks OMG! Yeah! It's my turn now :) I have learned to be patient with this 2 cycle off stuff don't expect me to stay that way now hahahaha. We'll see.

An update :)

I have been home for nearly a week now from our trip. We had a great time overall! Good times! Been visiting with my brother who drove back with us for a week stay.

On the ttc home front: While on vacation (no opks) I am 98% sure I ovulated on the day I should of if last cycle wasn't wonky! Which means it was an annovulatory cycle last month. And had to skip this month due to not knowing when I was due to ovulate (1st time in my life!) Break has been good on so many levels, great reflection on things. So if I am correct on this AF should be here in about a week approx the 21st! I cannot wait getting more and more excited to try again! Last AF was Jan 24 LOL nice long break eh? I have been purchasing vials all this time and putting them into storage with NW. So have a small stash which is good being our "ideal" donor is nearly out for good!! Next order will be with another donor, hopefully next one will be out of quarantine SOON! I have learned to be patient about this wait (like I have a choice) had a nice trip and now am ready to go forth full force ASAP!! Feel really positive even though af hasn't showed yet... she is lurking I just know it.

Hmmmm....

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAHHHHHHHHHH AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Ok I wanna be gone CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!!!!! Ok going to bed to pass the time... READY TO GO ON VACATION...... Gosh by the way Im so excited you would like Im going to wonderful beautiful hot vacation huh? LOL Nope! Going back to the town I spent 24 years of my life in. Its not the town thats exciting it the people in it mainly. Its the thought of breaking out of this little town for a mini break :) trust me a mini break is all it takes for me to miss home! This is my last rant, ramble whatever you wanna call it until until we get back from CA.... I CANT WAIT! A year is way to long of time to not see people you love.. makes it just that more exciting!