Game plan

After a couple days of discouragement, I think tomorrow will be a better day. No! tomorrow will be a better day. I have a game plan that I am going to try my best to stick to. I don't need the negativity, it only harms. I will try my best to have a positive attitude, surround myself with positive people with positive thoughts and here's the kicker, walk away from all negativity (thanks F). Simply to not react, as reacting only makes it 100 times worse. I know from experience if I don't react to someones negativity, I will not be feeding into it and there it ends. I have a bit more then a week until our official ttc begins. No more of this crap. No more. No more caffeine, last drink will be new years eve. Jeff even said he plans on jumping on the no more drinking ban wagon lol. Change starts tomorrow. I need to get back to the place where I was just a mere couple days ago. Excitement and optimism. Life is not all that bad really. I have a perfect daughter, healthy and so full of life (well except the cold she has come down with today) the worlds most loving husband, we don't always see eye to eye but he is completely supportive. We have a big beautiful home and stability...all with love. Past couple days were just a small emotional hurtle in the scheme of things. Lifes all about ups and downs.