The funk.... of sorts

Yesterday I woke up, just wasn't feeling good... not so much physically but mentally drained and kinda depressed. Woke in a much better place this morning thank goodness! I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and have come to the conclusion change will happen. There are aspects of my life right now I wish to change, to do differently. I am so blessed to be able to work part time from home, stay home and care for K too... however I am starting to fill like that's my only choice. Don't get me wrong I love it and that's what I want to be is a stay at home mom, just want to not be tied down physically. Today I have stupid STUPID stuffs to sort out with NW, they have made a HUGE error and now threatening to destroy! I'm sure it will be fine and get sorted out but still stresses me out big time, the one weekend I wish wasn't a 3 day one... long ass waiting isn't for me. Anyway so now that today I'm not sunken into some stupid funk, I need to take care of lots of business.... kinda excited swimmers will be here Friday.. not a whole lot of hope with using 1 vial but hey it was that or sit out. More excited to have the house to ourselves again as M will be gone for the weekend in Ca for a cousins wedding. Looking forward to the quiet time, its been soooooooooooooooooo long. Anyway K is awake, boy she slept in, wish I did! Well that's all for now....