Come on SMILEY :)

Well my box arrived on time, Thursday. After I huge mix up and confusion.... everything got sorted out. Hey at least they sent the right vials LOL even though all paperwork stated different. Remembering back a week and half ago I know how it all happened. Anyhow its all good. I am SOOOO CLOSE to a smiley I cannot believe it! This is a HUGE month :) I am hoping to get a Smiley by this evening but we'll see. It will come when its time. I feel so great, so positive, so hopeful. 3rd time is a charm :)... hope to post about a smiley next! Yay me!!

Yay It's MONDAY!

The box will ship out tomorrow!! WOOOHOOO Thursday everything will arrive. I am so excited to try this month!! I start poas tomorrow..... I have hope high hope right now, and if not this month the next! Please keep your fingers crossed, I would love for 3rd time to be a charm!! This is the big week :)

In the waiting again...

Everything has arrived for this month except swim team which will be here on Thursday! I should ovulate sometime over the weekend. I am getting more and more excited all these new changes may be exactly what we need! I rearranged the house omg did I ever LOL but change was needed at home too. Something more refreshing. Less then a week and we should be in the two week wait again. For the third time. Please let the third time be the charm!! I have more then ever now that I great friend found out she is gonna be a mommy, using donor sperm as well! Before this I just wasn't sure how well or if this process even works. I mean at home insemination's- seriously mail order sperm, how do I know whats really in the vials? What about counts?? Yes we are using a well known bank who guarantees counts and such but still. This month I requested to see the sperm count info on our donor. This is the first month using this donor... so many firsts this month :). I have high hopes of great counts. We'll see on Thursdays once they arrive! Please please please fingers and toes crossed!! I want so badly to be able to tell K she is gonna have a brother or sister... she asks me all the time to have a brother and sister. She will be over the moon even if she doesn't get how it works. These things come up whenever she sees others with friends, or siblings... and each time we go to Costco they have huge couple seat carts. Every time she says mommy I need a sister to sit next to me lol and every time I tell her I'm sorry we are working on that and grandma isn't with us today to sit next to you (an inside joke with gram acts like a 3 year old) I'm sure I'll post once my box arrives on Thursday!!

TWO week wait ended EARLY

Onto try #3... they 3rd time is the charm. Out of try #1 and #2 this was the hardest to swallow, hope just wasn't enough. After a day of sulking, I picked myself back up and will continue to move forward!! LOTS of changes for #3. First off we will be using a new donor, 2 vials iui format. I traded the vials I had in storage in for a new swim team :) in hopes that it will make the difference. Swim team arrives next Thursday. I am ready more so then ever! I bought all my supplies for this month and plan to start putting more swimmers into storage soon as well. Everything has worked out perfectly thus far. COME ON JANUARY BABY!!! New donor, new technique, new years baby.... fingers crossed!!

Oh how I love the sun

It is absolutely gorgeous out today. First time this year in fact that we going to reach beyond mid 60's! I decided to take advantage of the day but taking a few pictures of Kaylie to send out on Easter. With the rainbow of color- of eggs my pet chickens lay and some adorable chicks (white silkies), they turned out really cute!

I'm in the two week wait FINALLY!!!

I have chosen to shorten the who what when where and how's for now :) Timing was great, as was the rest. I feel wonderful about this month. Two weeks and we will know. I have this sudden thought "don't stock up" anymore swimmers in storage. No clue why but going with it, I will not be buying anymore vials for storage for now, I already have some in there. YEAH!! Swim team! go go go! I plan on sitting back and enjoying this next 2 weeks.... nothing more to say really :) for now anyway-

Now come on Smiley!

I am hoping to see a Smiley tomorrow!! Woooohooooo!

On a side note. I have recently learned how beneficial for myself it is to take deep breathes. Taking deep breathes does so much for helping me relax and stay centered. When things get stressful or what not I have made a consistant effort to breathe and it cannot be a better feeling. It really works!!! Wipes all the tension away almost instantly.

Now if I can only get a smiley :) Im good to go!